Hi You,
Hope you’re reading this!! Well here are some of the reasons why I love you so much.
1.) I love you because you take the time to make me feel appreciated.
2.) Because you’re in my thoughts from morning till night and in my dreams as well.
3.) Because You make my life feel complete.
4.) Because the way you trust me.
5.) Because the way you support me.
6.) Because the way you care for me.
7.) Because my Eyes Sparkle everytime I look at you.
8.) Because I have never liked anyone so much in my life ever before.
9.) Because… without you i would be all lost.
10.) Because this heart refuses to even think of loving somebody else.
11.) Because my ears dont want to hear any voice other than yours.
12.) Because my eyes are so used to seeing you that they dont even want to see anybody else after seeing you.
13.) Because the way you smile and frown.
14.) Because you’re the most happening thing ever happened to my life.
15.) Because my every gesture, every action is directed towards you conciously or sub-conciously.
16.) Because at a point when I had decided not to fall in love ever again, my heart gave me permission to fall in love with you, once I saw you.
17.) Because of the way we fight with each other.
18.) Because I know True love doesn’t have a happy ending………….infact True love NEVER ENDS.
19.) Because you’re a song written by the hands of the GOD himself.
20.) Because I dont care whether you love me or not, whats important for me is that i keep loving you more n more as each day passes by.
21.) Because i admit that love doesn’t give me any license to own you and you have full rights to love anyone you want.
22.) Because of the innocent questions you ask me.
23.) Because the moment you look at me, my heart trembles deep inside and I feel sparks. (I M serious, Swear)
24.) Because you made me laugh, smile, giggle, feel and fall in love again.
25.) Because my heart still wants you n no one else, JUST know that if you know nothing else, for the rest of my life I will keep loving you and nothing gonna stop me from doing that.
Hope You would understand my feelings and let me do what my heart feels like COS I can assure you of one thing that I would stop each and everything the day you feel uncomfortable. I dont want anything from you, just wanna see you smile.. Because ur smile makes my day even better.
God bless you
Hi there…
You don’t know me and I don’t know you but having read your blog and especially so the testament of love that you have written for your ‘life’, I couldn’t help but share something mighty important and relevant with you.
Long time back somebody who means the world to me told me something very interesting and I quote her “If you love someone, if you really really love someone but she doesn’t respond back, don’t feel sad, don’t feel let down. Be happy because for some brief period of time in your life, you were in love and that itself is the most beautiful reason to be vibrant and hopeful throughout your life”.
Broken pangs of agony, shrinking happiness and barbaric shreds of pain…you’ll live through them all. Its very beautiful what you’ve written here on your blog but you need to move on in life. In fact, you both need to move on.
One never needs to genuflect other than while getting Knighted for a battle fought well, confessing to the supreme God or when professing love to one’s heartfelt desire. You need to be strong and you need to gather the necessary courage to carry on through the storm. It is only when a soldier goes through the hell of battle that he gets to enjoy lasting peace. A Mariner is never considered an ol’ hand if he has never braved a storm.
So come on, buck up and be strong. And if possible, please do pass on these words to your ‘life’ as well. I am sure that just like you, she is also undergoing a hellish ordeal. Such things never come easy and it would really help ease the pain if you make her feel comfortable.
Bash on Regardless…
Good luck & God speed,
~ Apache Aviator.
Hi…
I am back and I can see that you have not visited your blog after march 2008.
I shouldn’t be saying this but I thought that having explained to one and all about what ‘happened’, you would atleast be coming back for a ‘Dekko’ once in a while. Rest assured that there still are ‘people’ interested enought to hear you out.
Anyway, here’s hoping that you’re doing well in life. That is so unlike me to wish you good luck because I never forgive and never forget. But then, I excel at the art of ‘Moving On’.
I don’t think we would ever meet even though this world has turned into a small global village but nevertheless, I still polish my Bayonet to a sharp edge and would surely hand it over to you in the remote possibilty of us meeting each other. I would like to see what you do with the lethal weapon in your hand.
Ciao!
~ Apache Aviator.
Apache Aviator!!! Does that spell something to me?
Move on…..is a strong message. But, how many times are we able to do that. I ask myself…cud I. No. I see that you have also asked “her” to move on…..u think she wud not have till now? Coz, the posts here do not support it. Whatever.
I read long back…..”Don’t cry beacuse it came to an end…Smile because it happened!!” All the more, this feeling of love and being loved is the most “Pauk” thing that can happen to someone. So buddy, cheer up!! for, you mean world to someone!
I’ll not ask you to pass on any mess. to your “life” as apache has asked here, because i believe…..True love can’t be substituted.
…I live for him as much as I did when I was with him!! But yeah…if i do not have the strength to live with his memories forever…..I’ll have to..but move.
Offering the age old sayings…MOVE ON. THE SHOW MUST GO ON.
GOD BLESS
I do not see you in action lately! waz up
Hi Apache (Plz inform me of ur real name in case this is just a seudo name)
Thanks a ton for your inspiring message.. I am doing good and wish the same for you.
I dont understand the reason why u think we shall not meet ever.(Having said that the world has become a global village)
I feel delighted to accept the Bayonet from you and m still wondering how to use it most creatively…
I am already looking forward to meet you someday in the near future.. I wish I had ur email id where I shall have asked you about ur whereabouts…
Do keep in touch…
Shezzz
Hi Sayali
The show will certainly go on, if it has not been going on till now..
Thanks a ton for your posts..
My next writing is dedicated to you guys..
Thanks a ton
Shez…….
@ Sayali
Apache Aviator is just not my moniker but my identity also. And no, it wouldn’t mean anything to you unless you know me and as it would have become apparent to you by now, we don’t know each other.
‘Move On’. Yeah, I know that a STRONG statement. I know its not an easy thing to do. I know that its easier said that done. Infact, facing the rage of an Infantry assault or going through anti-aircraft gunfire popping in the sky is easier than Moving On. But then, we all need to do so, in one way or the other.
I don’t know you Sayali but I can easily make out that life has not been kind on you – it took away something very significant from you. But hey, when you come to think of it, livining without one’s shadow is also an interesting thing. I did that for 6 long months on that desolate battlefield called Siachen.
I know no words of mine can repair the sense of loss you underwent, the feeling of falling down a dark abyss but if its any consolation to you, let me atleast try and cheer you up by saying that the sky holds an infinite number of wonders. We must not be fixated upon one particular star. Broaden your horizon, soak up the vast blue sky. Every dark cloud afterall has a silver lining.
@ Shehzada
I hope I got your name correct!
Well, Apache Aviator is my ‘Real’ name. Up there in the azure blue sky, it really doesn’t matter whether the world calls you A or B because you are one with infinity, you get bonded to the horizon, happy and free of all earthly worries.
I am glad that you found my message interesting enough and its good to know that you are ‘FINALLY’ doing well.
As for us never meeting up is concerned, I would just say that sometimes its better to skip through happenstances in life lest they spoil the entire fun. But yes, if providence and destiny do bring us face to face then I wouldn’t hesitate to call you out and introduce myself as Apache Aviator! LOL!
Regarding my whereabouts, well, lets say that my coordinates keep changing – something here, sometime there but everytime nowhere. Confused? Flummoxed? Good, now that I have shaken up your grey cells, you can go and sip a Bordeaux and relax by the French riviera.
Looking forward to seeing some more action on your blog.
Ciao,
Apache Aviator.
Hi guys!!
Nice to see both of you rocking together!!
In the name of Love….from which we all are trying to move on, I wud say, I wud also like to meet u both some day in life.
Apache, I think its abt the dreams we see in life…its abt those things we make so close to our heart and soul that it becomes difficult to move on. Your dreams to fly high…to sustain that suffocating cockpit and fight the enemy above the world that sleeps in glory…his dream to be with her and my my dream to be with him!
Last weekend I was on a hill top which was amidst clouds which had come down to embrace me…i cud hardly c the valley.. I wished to love my love. It may seem nostalgic but I felt like makin a bungy jumping jump without that string that can hold me to any thing …. just like my thoughts which are free to float in any dimmension…just like my LOVE which is at all co-ordinates…just like “ME”…a moment where i cud drop myself into the universe for it to take care of me and my heart…which was pounding with more speed than ever…
I wanted to be me…purely with my own feelings. Without thinking of any relations / social boundations / but the state where I may become what I wish to……”being one with my Love…for forever and ever..until eternity and after..”
And, I suddenly realize….i need to move on….MOVE ON???? from whom???? myself???? I just need to move on with my life???? but what is life without me??? I realize i just need to move on with my love for him…..with myself…..i realize i just need to grow with my love…to grow in this world….i realize i am just nothing without my love for him….i realize i can not be someone without him or my love for him….i realize we are one!!!
I have not a single idea why i am telling all this in public….may be I think you will understand what i feel…..as u too feel the same!!
GOD BLESS