I talk to God about you!

I stand under the sky and talk to GOD!

I talk to him about you. How he made us meet, how I fell in love with you at the first sight. That pure virgin feeling that arose in my heart when I first saw you. The innocence on your face and that trillion dollar smile.. i felt as if an angel had come down amongst the mortals. I always felt content in my life before seeing you but that day my assumptions were proved wrong. Suddenly, my heart started betraying me..

It was you for whom my heart was yearning all these years. It was searching nothing but for you. There was something in you which made me restless, it made me experience a waking life…

I talk to God how we used to fight over silly things.. I tell him how we used to walk those endless roads in the night.. I tell him how we use to loose money in the casino but still laugh and be happy.. cos we were together. I’m glad we have a common friend between us, GOD. and our dear friend will take care of both of us.

Mohabbat Baaki, Yaar Zinda!

My First Sexual Inclination

I was in class 1 or class 2, i dont exactly remember but i was too small at that time. My mother had just recovered from her pregnancy operation. The nurse who used to be with her at the hospital became very good friends with her, so she used to visit our place very often. She was a malyali woman, very beautiful… just like Zeenat Aman. Whenever she used to come to our place, I being such a cute kid, used to get a lot pampering from her. Whenever she used to take me in her arms, I used to hug her very tightly and kiss her all over her face. My eyes use to lighten up seeing her.

I used to wish that she could stay longer at our home so that i cant get more of her.. My love or call it affection kept on increasing day by day until one day I went to my mother when she preparing the dinner and anounced my love for the nurse aunty. lol

I said, “Maa, I want to get married (mind you, i was just 5 or 6 that time)”, She started laughing and said, “Whom do u want to get married to” and I replied saying, “Nurse Aunty”…………

(to be continued……)