I come and stand behind you.. close enough to smell the sensual body fragrance of yours from your shoulders. You can smell my warm breaths near your ears and collar bone. Suddenly you shiver deep down thinking of what’s coming next. I keep my hands on yours and hold them softly making you drop the last utensil that was there in your hand. You keep looking at the sink, smiling minimally with your heart pounding as fast as it could. I plant a gentle kiss on your right shoulder and rub my lips all the way to your right earlobe. I take it in my mouth and nibble it. And murmur in your ears, “I love you honey and I have never desired anyone like this before”

You move your face to other side, giving me more room to kiss on your neck and I make full use of it, planting lil wet pecks on you neck, shoulder and ear. All this while my hands are feeling the softness of your hands from the palm to the shoulder top and finally holding you at your soft arms. I now move my hands your stomach. You shake a bit with the initial touch and then surrender to my warm touch. I move you around and now we are facing each other. We both look into each other’s eyes and experience eternity. I smile. You smile. For the first time you observe what am wearing and you notice that all that I have on my body are my boxers. In those 4-5 seconds of observations, you notice the hardness on my crotch as well, which again sends shivers to your spine.

My hands explore your arse while I bring my lips close to yours and touch them gently, taking your upper lip in my lips which brings my lower lip between yours; we begin to suck each other’s wetness.

I fondle your soft arse with full passion and desire. Since m not wearing anything on top and your top is too low, my bare chest touching you directly on the generous open area of your breast.

As passion takes over both of us, your hands reach my hair and you hold them tight while trying to kiss me hard. My hands are still in your arse but a bit harder than before as I pull your lower body close to mine. You can feel my hardness brushing your wetness and every now n then when my dick brushes the top of your vagina, you bite me on my lips which also lets me know that m doing the job right.

I bring my hands on your back and open the strings of your apron. And take off your T-shirt.

Wowwww… your breasts look amazing and I yearn to take them into my hands.. my mouth…

I kiss you with all the tenderness on you mouth, your face, your neck, the upper portions of your breast. My hands are on your breast and I begin to touch your nipples, circling them with my fingers, making you want me between your legs or in your mouth or whateva way you want to possess me, my princess.

I lower down and kiss you all over your breast except your nipples and finally when you can’t take it anymore, I take out my tongue and lick your nipples gently. You moan with ecstasy. I take your left breast in my mouth and suckle it like an infant. My hands explore your thighs, inner thighs and calf muscles. And then they go back to your arse where my fingers keep gliding from the side ways of your panty into ur arse to touch the deep valley inside.

My fingers can tell me that you’re getting wet and same’s the case with me. After I am done sucking both your boobs, I come down a bit and kiss you on your stomach and bite you here n there sensually.

Finally I kneel down and plant a kiss on your vagina over the panty. Mmmmm… the sensual warm smell coming out of your vagina makes me crazy as soon as it enters my nostrils. I play with my tongue on your crotch and try to tease you by shoving my tongue from the side ways of your panty near your vagina. You long for me to enter my tongue into ur wetness but I somehow hold it for a while. I hold the string of your panty in my teeth and pull it down. My lips brush ur clitoris and ur vagina completely while I pull ur panties down. I stop in mid because the sight of your vagina makes me go mad. I plant my lips on your vagina and kiss you deeply ova there and grab your arse with my hands at the same time. I plant numerous kisses on ur vagina, ur inner thighs. I lick it all over, sideways, inner thighs and even manage to lick near ur ass cheeks. I can feel you spreading ur legs slowly and understand your needs. And the next moment my tongue is exploring the inner walls of your vagina. I suck you to dryness in ur vagina but it ceases to dry. It keeps on watering more n more.

I get up and make you lie face forward, with the upper part of your body bent over the table and your feet still on the floor. I penetrate into your vagina slowly without any fear of losing you ever to anybody else, because deep down I know this is just a dream and would never turn into a reality.

You can feel my hands on your breast, your buttocks, touching you the way only a woman knows how. During all this, sometimes you feel like a man and sometimes I feel like a woman. We feel like two lost souls, two missing elements needed to complete this universe. As I simultaneously touch you and penetrate you, you reach to the highest level of ecstasy.

I suddenly stop moving inside you while my fingers start working quickly. I consider your clitoris as the 12^th hour of a clock and considering my finger as the hour clock, I move it vigorously between 11 and 1. U get one, two and three orgasms in a row. You feel like pushing me away, for the pain of pleasure is so intense that it hurts, but you resist because you accept that it is how it was supposed to be. This is the alchemy of ecstasy. Deep down you know that you can withstand another orgasm or another two or ever more…

And suddenly a light explodes inside you. And suddenly you’re not yourself; you’re a being that is infinitely superior to everything else you knew. As you approach your fourth orgasm, I replace my fingers with my manhood, you enter a place where everything seems to be in peace and you reach your 4^th orgasm. I increase my speed inside you with rapidly pushing my dick inside-out you like a sewing machine. Now suddenly you realize that you actually know what is God. You hold me tight and dig your nails in my back making sounds which we both had never heard of. I take your breast in my mouth, one of my hands is grabbing your arse while with another one, and I’m still rubbing your clitoris. You surrender to what comes next, Heaven or Hell.

I am thrusting faster and faster now. The pain is mixed with pleasure. You can say ‘NO’ but you wont because by now you have realized that you and I are one person. We are making love on the kitchen table as there was no other better place to make love. Its flesh against flesh, bone against bone.. and suddenly I explode inside you…

The warm wet fluid of my body bathes your vagina inside. Your inner walls which were already hot n wet feels my fluid all over them. We both hold each other tightttt for some moments and then our bodies relax and soften. We are no longer listening, seeing or tasting anything…. It’s an eternity for us.

I hug you tight and kiss you on your forehead. We both stay like that for next couple of minutes. And then I take you in my arms and guide you to our bed where we both get inside the silk blanket, Absolutely Naked and cuddle into each other like two spoons put together…..

We have just started.. Passion Unlimited…

I stand under the sky and talk to GOD!

I talk to him about you. How he made us meet, how I fell in love with you at the first sight. That pure virgin feeling that arose in my heart when I first saw you. The innocence on your face and that trillion dollar smile.. i felt as if an angel had come down amongst the mortals. I always felt content in my life before seeing you but that day my assumptions were proved wrong. Suddenly, my heart started betraying me..

It was you for whom my heart was yearning all these years. It was searching nothing but for you. There was something in you which made me restless, it made me experience a waking life…

I talk to God how we used to fight over silly things.. I tell him how we used to walk those endless roads in the night.. I tell him how we use to loose money in the casino but still laugh and be happy.. cos we were together. I’m glad we have a common friend between us, GOD. and our dear friend will take care of both of us.

Mohabbat Baaki, Yaar Zinda!

When is that when you feel that its time to bid good bye to your loved one….

I guess NEVER!!!

Even though I know that you can’t be with me… Even though I know you would never come back to me… But I know one thing for sure, that you will always occupy my heart, what so ever the destiny might have decided.. What so ever you might have decided for us….

I will always love you, the way I used to when you were with me. The physical distance means nothing to me. You are still spiritually my better half..

I love you darling and I am sure you would be mine in the lifeafter..

MISS YOU LIKE NEVER BEFORE!!!

“No candle lights, no showers in the night
Romance for me is
you taking me to your side,
when each time you touch
and hold me tight.

You make me feel
of being desired
& loved
Your hands &
eyes start to doff
my cloth..

I smell you in my breath
I feel you inside
I surrender my body
with my soul inlying

I distract you
I talk of THE subject
Important
Of work & ally
in your boss’s conversation
I resist your temptation
the sight of your eyes
But those blue colored balls
only drown me further inside

You come closer
And I get breathless
the insecure feeling
of loosing the sacred
You hold my hand
and grab my arm
In a blink of my eye
I am in control of
your charm..

My face in your palms
your lips on mine
we prepare ourselves
for our souls to unite.
The kiss becomes longer
and harder with time
For both our bodies
Become one &
All tonight.

World. stopped existing
People. didn’t matter
Universe. shrank in
a blank hole…
& left you & me
together.

Nothing else mattered
but you and me
no earthly relation
or the supine thee
I felt brave
undaunted, unafraid..
To once, stop & be
the one who’s made
for you & your desires
to follow their fate.

With the music of
pounding hearts
with the varying
temperatures of
demeanor
You come even closer
to caress my bosom,
and start sliding
through all my curvatures.

Ouchh, I can’t speak
you entangle our tongue
the warmth, the heat
I thought I could
resist.
You a kid who
fancy a dame
the lace and the silk
on her corset.

You play in&out
You like a mad
Paramour.
You can’t stop
You are on your heals
You want more
In each minute you seize.

You seek… for my
acceptance
and proceed with
passionate amazement.
I become more weary
to your grip & belly
You realize my concern
and whisper in my ear
how much you love
me and always will
For once I feel
chary to leave
for I was feeling
most safe and sound
In your arms
that protected me from
outer realm.
“I love you too, honey”
I whisper you back
And all the night we
spend under the fireplace.

I lived my life
beyond all bars…
I am now, complete
with the scares…
I am not just me,
I am you…
I am the one
who IS you…”

The answer to this ever-complicated answer as given by the most eminent personalities of all times: Enjoy!!

René Descartes: To get to the other side.

Platón: For his own good. In the other side of the road he will find the truth.

Aristoteles: It’s in the ckicken’s nature to corss the roads.

Karl Marx: It was historically unavoidable. It was pushed by the struggle within chicken’s social classes.

Captain Kirk: To get where no chicken has gotten before.

Hipocrates: Has crossed the road because of a pancreatic secression excess.

Martin Luther King Jr.: I had a dream, where all the chickens were free to cross the road without having to justify their acts.

Moses: And god came down and said to the chicken “cross the road”. And the chicken did, and He saw this was good.

Richard Nixon: The ckicken didn’t cross the road, I repeat, THE CHICKEN DIDN’T CROSS THE ROAD!!!

Maquiavelo: The important thing is that the chicken crossed the road. Who cares why he did? the sole fact that he did it justifies any reason he could have had.

Sigmund Freud: The fact that you care why the chicken crossed the road denotes a strong feeling of sexual insecurity in you.

Fidel Castro: He is an authenthical revolutionary. The road, symbol of imperialistic ostacles, is not enough to stop him from crossing and manifest the eternity of the Revolucion.

Bill Gates: we’ve just launched or new software “officechicken2008″ that, besides of crossing roads, can take care of eggs, file important documents and more….

Buddah: Asking yourself such a thing, is complaining about your own chicken nature.

Bill Clinton: I swear under the constitution that i had nothing with that chicken.

Albert Einstein: The fact that the chicken is crossing the road, or the road is moving below the chicken is very relative.

Stalin: The chicken must be eliminated at once. Also, the witnesses of such a scene and 10 random people for not being able to prevent this subversive act.

George W. Bush: The fact that the chicken crossed the road with all impunity despote UN resolutions represents a severe attack to democracy, justice and liberty. This proves, without a doubt, that we should have thown bombs all over that road a while ago. With the objective of protecting the peace in that region, and to prevent that the values we defend could be attacked again by these type of terrorism, the government of the United States of America has decided to send 17 aircraft ships, 46 destroyers, and 154 combat ships, with ground support of 243.000 soldiers and air support of 846 bomber planes, wich mission will be, in name of democracy and freedom, to eliminate every trace of life on chicken farms in 5.000 square miles around, and then make sure, with high-precission missiles, that everything that looks like a chicken farm, can be reduced to ashes, and never challenge our nation again with his arrogance.
We’ve decided too that then, this country will be generously run by our government, who will rebuild chicken farms acording to current normatives of safety, putting in the head a chicken democratically chosen by the USA ambassador. TO finance all this building, we’re just gonna control all the cereal production of the region for the next 30 years, knowing that, local inhabitants will benefit from a preferent tax over a part of the production, in exchange for their absolute cooperation.
In this new country of Justice, Peace and Liberty, we can assure you that there won’t be any more chickens crossing roads, just because there won’t be any roads and the chickens won’t have any legs.

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I love you like the sun in the sky

Or maybe how a bird is destined to fly

Even more than a mother loves her child

Or all greycells put together in your mind

A pedal to a rose

And everyone knows

It’s more that just love

Soring around like a white dove

Tears for joy and tears for pain

It’s like standing out in the hot summer rain

It’s more than the sound of your sweet gentle name

More than a predetor loves its game

Words can’t sum up the way that I feel

But I’ll definetly say

These feelings are real

And as Sent from above

Im here to give you my undying love

So in closing my dear

I pray I’ve made it rather clear

You mean everything to me

My sweet heart can’t you see

I can’t get enough of your endless touch

Oh my sweet baby, I love you so much!

I dedicate this post for all those people who never wanted to believe in the amazing phenomenon of Love at first sight or Instant love.. People who thought they were rational and smart enought to reject any thoughts of falling in love, thinking that they are not the ones who keep their hearts in their sleeves.

If this post makes them feel that they have done nothing but lost all the beautiful opportunities of meeting their special one by ignoring their heart and the messages given by GOD himself, then do not think that its just a sheer coincidence instead it’s the 24 karat pure foolishness which they had shown.

I truly believe in Love at first sight… I am not saying that its true for all, just because a person like me who is so enlightened and learned is saying so.. I do have some theories to support my view. Theories which shall be understood by a mixture of rationale and emotions. Prof. Carl Jung, a well known and extra-ordinary psychoanalyst, had come up with the theory of Archetypes. Among the archetypes which he had talked about, two are called Anima and Animus. Where Anima is the feminine image in a man’s psyche, Animus is the masculine image in a woman’s psyche. Every human being irrespective of the gender is essentialy a mixture of both these archetypes, which means a Man has a woman’s image inside him and vice versa.

Now, whenever we experience love at first sight, it means we have found someone that ‘fills’ our anima or animus archetype particulary well. When I saw her for the first time, I sincerely felt that she is the who shall make me feel complete. I could see my reflection in her and that was not just a feeling, it was an experience. An experience which I didn’t ignore.. A message which I knew had come from my personal unconscious. All the human beings in the world are connected through the collective conscious which also explains the phenomena of the ‘Deja Vu’ experiences. Its only the EGO which separates all of us.

This doesn’t mean that you cant fall in love more than once. You may meet three different people and might just fall in love at the first sight with all of them because there is a high probability that your Anima or Animus might match with so many people. Ultimately, its all about following your heart and seeing your reflection in the other person.

Ignore your heart and the feeling shall fade away…

Follow your heart, let the feeling of love prevail and it will take you to a world which you shall have never imagined. I am still in that world.. How many of you can i find there?

Even thought the question irritated me to the core because I had always thought that true love does not depend on the end result.. For true lovers the ecstasy lies in the process and not the outcome but you being you wanted a logical answer….

I am glad I found the answer in the Holy Quran… the ONE says.. “If you truly love somebody then don’t feel sad if you fail to be with the person in the journey of life on earth… because it’s included in all the promises that I make to you, that you shall be with the person in the lifeafter.. the life that shall never end.. the life during which that person won’t be taken away from you…”

I am loving you for the lifeafter… The life that shall never end.. the life which would be million times better than this mortal one.. cos there you shall be mine forever and ever… cos there we shall be One…

Lemme prove it to the ULTIMATE ONE, that I have never loved anybody so much in my entire life and this love shall never fade away… that my love has been and will always be limitless cos the day my love fades away, my existence shall follow the same..

I can’t wait to die… Needless to say the rest of my life seems a burden to me now

I think this clearly explains us why it becomes so difficult for us to forget or come out of something.. because we never let the love to be siezed. And this love for that special one acts as a potion and nurtures her/his presence within us. The simple reason why its difficult for all of us to overcome the break-up or rejection is just the fact that we still love the person. As the intensity drops down, the level of potion also goes down and finally the lucky ones are able to get out of it.

Ironically, even after getting this ‘Insight’ my heart still releases loads of potion for my special one and that too at regular intervals. I am still waiting for my heart to start looking beyond her… I dont want to fall in love again but I just want to be myself once again..

I want to travel, read books, meet new people, sing aloud, dance till i drop…. and write.. write more about her and the time which we spent together… I think I still love her… ya i do.. Look I just recieved my daily dosage of potion.. I feel complete now…  Mohabbat Baaki Yaar Zinda!