I talk to God about you!

I stand under the sky and talk to GOD!

I talk to him about you. How he made us meet, how I fell in love with you at the first sight. That pure virgin feeling that arose in my heart when I first saw you. The innocence on your face and that trillion dollar smile.. i felt as if an angel had come down amongst the mortals. I always felt content in my life before seeing you but that day my assumptions were proved wrong. Suddenly, my heart started betraying me..

It was you for whom my heart was yearning all these years. It was searching nothing but for you. There was something in you which made me restless, it made me experience a waking life…

I talk to God how we used to fight over silly things.. I tell him how we used to walk those endless roads in the night.. I tell him how we use to loose money in the casino but still laugh and be happy.. cos we were together. I’m glad we have a common friend between us, GOD. and our dear friend will take care of both of us.

Mohabbat Baaki, Yaar Zinda!

The Alchemy of Ecstasy!!

I wish ‘HER’ to write this thing for me…. but anyways for now, I would just imagine her saying this to me… I’m all ears..

“No candle lights, no showers in the night
Romance for me is
you taking me to your side,
when each time you touch
and hold me tight.

You make me feel
of being desired
& loved
Your hands &
eyes start to doff
my cloth..

I smell you in my breath
I feel you inside
I surrender my body
with my soul inlying

I distract you
I talk of THE subject
Important
Of work & ally
in your boss’s conversation
I resist your temptation
the sight of your eyes
But those blue colored balls
only drown me further inside

You come closer
And I get breathless
the insecure feeling
of loosing the sacred
You hold my hand
and grab my arm
In a blink of my eye
I am in control of
your charm..

My face in your palms
your lips on mine
we prepare ourselves
for our souls to unite.
The kiss becomes longer
and harder with time
For both our bodies
Become one &
All tonight.

World. stopped existing
People. didn’t matter
Universe. shrank in
a blank hole…
& left you & me
together.

Nothing else mattered
but you and me
no earthly relation
or the supine thee
I felt brave
undaunted, unafraid..
To once, stop & be
the one who’s made
for you & your desires
to follow their fate.

With the music of
pounding hearts
with the varying
temperatures of
demeanor
You come even closer
to caress my bosom,
and start sliding
through all my curvatures.

Ouchh, I can’t speak
you entangle our tongue
the warmth, the heat
I thought I could
resist.
You a kid who
fancy a dame
the lace and the silk
on her corset.

You play in&out
You like a mad
Paramour.
You can’t stop
You are on your heals
You want more
In each minute you seize.

You seek… for my
acceptance
and proceed with
passionate amazement.
I become more weary
to your grip & belly
You realize my concern
and whisper in my ear
how much you love
me and always will
For once I feel
chary to leave
for I was feeling
most safe and sound
In your arms
that protected me from
outer realm.
“I love you too, honey”
I whisper you back
And all the night we
spend under the fireplace.

I lived my life
beyond all bars…
I am now, complete
with the scares…
I am not just me,
I am you…
I am the one
who IS you…”

Making love to you!!!

Candle lit dinner and sensual romantic wine, I see you in ur eyes and you in mine
Taking the final sip, we head for the blissful dip
I put on the classical music to undress you…
Erotic and slow, marvelling at each curve, gently gliding my hands upon your soft skin
You slide into my arms and touch wherever you wish, you feel so devilish
Candles flicker, echoes of desire fill the air
to taste you, to explore you, to enter you… I need your body-
The lovely body which seduces me to the core.. How I’d fill you with my ecstasy,
gliding inside of you.. that look of surprise in your eyes, oh your lovely eyes..
that mouth so inviting, that tongue so moist…
just sensual thoughts of my imagination… I wish you could feel my arms around you tight… Holding you upclose all through the night..
I slowly open you lingerie lace, you shift a bit to feel my warm breath against your face..
You knot your legs and press me tight, to feel my body’s heat And my lips kissing you light..
That i could hear you say whatever I want to hear, As I tell you of my love whispered soft against your ear…
Hey honey dont scream… Afterall its just a dream…

My Undying Love!!

I love you like the sun in the sky

Or maybe how a bird is destined to fly

Even more than a mother loves her child

Or all greycells put together in your mind

 

A pedal to a rose

And everyone knows

It’s more that just love

Soring around like a white dove

 

Tears for joy and tears for pain

It’s like standing out in the hot summer rain

It’s more than the sound of your sweet gentle name

More than a predetor loves its game

 

Words can’t sum up the way that I feel

But I’ll definetly say

These feelings are real

And as Sent from above

Im here to give you my undying love

 

So in closing my dear

I pray I’ve made it rather clear

You mean everything to me

My sweet heart can’t you see

I can’t get enough of your endless touch

Oh my sweet baby, I love you so much!

Love at first sight!

People who believe in love at first sight, this is not for you!

I dedicate this post for all those people who never wanted to believe in the amazing phenomenon of Love at first sight or Instant love.. People who thought they were rational and smart enought to reject any thoughts of falling in love, thinking that they are not the ones who keep their hearts in their sleeves.

If this post makes them feel that they have done nothing but lost all the beautiful opportunities of meeting their special one by ignoring their heart and the messages given by GOD himself, then do not think that its just a sheer coincidence instead it’s the 24 karat pure foolishness which they had shown.

I truly believe in Love at first sight… I am not saying that its true for all, just because a person like me who is so enlightened and learned is saying so.. I do have some theories to support my view. Theories which shall be understood by a mixture of rationale and emotions. Prof. Carl Jung, a well known and extra-ordinary psychoanalyst, had come up with the theory of Archetypes. Among the archetypes which he had talked about, two are called Anima and Animus. Where Anima is the feminine image in a man’s psyche, Animus is the masculine image in a woman’s psyche. Every human being irrespective of the gender is essentialy a mixture of both these archetypes, which means a Man has a woman’s image inside him and vice versa.

Now, whenever we experience love at first sight, it means we have found someone that ‘fills’ our anima or animus archetype particulary well. When I saw her for the first time, I sincerely felt that she is the who shall make me feel complete. I could see my reflection in her and that was not just a feeling, it was an experience. An experience which I didn’t ignore.. A message which I knew had come from my personal unconscious. All the human beings in the world are connected through the collective conscious which also explains the phenomena of the ‘Deja Vu’ experiences. Its only the EGO which separates all of us.

This doesn’t mean that you cant fall in love more than once. You may meet three different people and might just fall in love at the first sight with all of them because there is a high probability that your Anima or Animus might match with so many people. Ultimately, its all about following your heart and seeing your reflection in the other person.

Ignore your heart and the feeling shall fade away…

Follow your heart, let the feeling of love prevail and it will take you to a world which you shall have never imagined. I am still in that world.. How many of you can i find there?

The lifeafter…

You asked me one day, ‘Why do you love me so much when you know the future of our relationship?’

Even thought the question irritated me to the core because I had always thought that true love does not depend on the end result.. For true lovers the ecstasy lies in the process and not the outcome but you being you wanted a logical answer….

I am glad I found the answer in the Holy Quran… the ONE says.. “If you truly love somebody then don’t feel sad if you fail to be with the person in the journey of life on earth… because it’s included in all the promises that I make to you, that you shall be with the person in the lifeafter.. the life that shall never end.. the life during which that person won’t be taken away from you…”

I am loving you for the lifeafter… The life that shall never end.. the life which would be million times better than this mortal one.. cos there you shall be mine forever and ever… cos there we shall be One…

Lemme prove it to the ULTIMATE ONE, that I have never loved anybody so much in my entire life and this love shall never fade away… that my love has been and will always be limitless cos the day my love fades away, my existence shall follow the same..

I can’t wait to die… Needless to say the rest of my life seems a burden to me now

Mohabbat Baaki… Yaar Zinda

This is an Urdu phrase which means “Till the time the Love for that special one remains in your heart, nobody in this world can take her/him away from you… If not physically then mentally she/he shall always stay in you as a part of your soul”

I think this clearly explains us why it becomes so difficult for us to forget or come out of something.. because we never let the love to be siezed. And this love for that special one acts as a potion and nurtures her/his presence within us. The simple reason why its difficult for all of us to overcome the break-up or rejection is just the fact that we still love the person. As the intensity drops down, the level of potion also goes down and finally the lucky ones are able to get out of it.

Ironically, even after getting this ‘Insight’ my heart still releases loads of potion for my special one and that too at regular intervals. I am still waiting for my heart to start looking beyond her… I dont want to fall in love again but I just want to be myself once again..

I want to travel, read books, meet new people, sing aloud, dance till i drop…. and write.. write more about her and the time which we spent together… I think I still love her… ya i do.. Look I just recieved my daily dosage of potion.. I feel complete now…  Mohabbat Baaki Yaar Zinda!

My Comfort remains in you..

My comfort remains in you my eternal love…

My happniness My sadness both come from you.. My entire life revloves around you…

Oh my love my life my laughter my grief, you are the one who make the entire universe so colorful for me

My heart is empty without you…. You are the moon and the moonlight which touches me in the lonely nights when i stand under the sky…

You are the milestones and the journey both… Your presence adds beauty to my heart.. You are the soul of my soul-less body… You are the only source of light to this dark existence

I have always said this and I still say the same, There is no one who can substitute to you my beautiful… You are the melody of songs and the inspiration for poets..

My comfort remains in you my eternal love…

Why I Love You?

Hi You,

 Hope you’re reading this!! Well here are some of the reasons why I love you so much.

1.) I love you because you take the time to make me feel appreciated.

2.) Because you’re in my thoughts from morning till night and in my dreams as well.

3.) Because You make my life feel complete.

4.) Because the way you trust me.

5.) Because the way you support me.

6.) Because the way you care for me.

7.) Because my Eyes Sparkle everytime I look at you.

8.) Because I have never liked anyone so much in my life ever before.

9.) Because… without you i would be all lost.

10.) Because this heart refuses to even think of loving somebody else.

11.) Because my ears dont want to hear any voice other than yours.

12.) Because my eyes are so used to seeing you that they dont even want to see anybody else after seeing you.

13.) Because the way you smile and frown.

14.) Because you’re the most happening thing ever happened to my life.

15.) Because my every gesture, every action is directed towards you conciously or sub-conciously.

16.) Because at a point when I had decided not to fall in love ever again, my heart gave me permission to fall in love with you, once I saw you.

17.) Because of the way we fight with each other.

18.) Because I know True love doesn’t have a happy ending………….infact True love NEVER ENDS.

19.) Because you’re a song written by the hands of the GOD himself.

20.) Because I dont care whether you love me or not, whats important for me is that i keep loving you more n more as each day passes by.

21.) Because i admit that love doesn’t give me any license to own you and you have full rights to love anyone you want.

22.) Because of the innocent questions you ask me.

23.) Because the moment you look at me, my heart trembles deep inside and I feel sparks. (I M serious, Swear)

24.) Because you made me laugh, smile, giggle, feel and fall in love again.

25.) Because my heart still wants you n no one else, JUST know that if you know nothing else, for the rest of my life I will keep loving you and nothing gonna stop me from doing that.

 Hope You would understand my feelings and let me do what my heart feels like COS I can assure you of one thing that I would stop each and everything the day you feel uncomfortable. I dont want anything from you, just wanna see you smile.. Because ur smile makes my day even better.

God bless you

What is Love?

Love is a feeling which many people say cannot be described in simple words. I would try to describe love in different ways, the way I have felt, experienced and deciphered love.

Love is give and take, share and care, laugh and cry, live and die.. Being loved is a superb feeling but more than that to love somebody without asking for anything is even better.

Love is meeting a girl for the first time, looking deep into her eyes and saying to yourself, “Ya, she is the one whom I was waiting for so long”

Love is when you shed a tear and still want her, it’s when she ignores you and you still love her, it’s when she loves another man but you still smile and say I’m happy for you, when all you really do is cry.

Love is hearing a storm forecast and wishing to spend it in the bed with your partner.

Love is holding hands, love is caressing each other, love is nibbling the ears, love is the long walk which you take with your partner without saying anything to each other.

Love is recieving a call from an anonymous number where the caller doesn’t say anything but you know that’s your partner because you could hear her heartbeat.

Love is kissing your partner the whole night and wishing that the sun may never rise.

Love is giving a fair chance to your lover to walk off the realationship when you thought everything was going smooth.

Love is embracing your partner so closely that you tend to become one.

Love is being so close to each other that you can feel each other’s warm breath but still not kiss cos ur enjoying the thrill…

Love is waking up in mid of the night and kissing your partner passionately as if that is the last night of your life.